You should read this line carefully.
But you just said. You're not ready. Well okay..just cancel it will you? Nothing more to feel. I'm terminated by you. Thanks to you.
"Consider I'm done with this garbage, I decided to put all the doubts, and face it up. Its a step that worth to try. Its a phase I have to live with, and a choice that I have to deal with it."
Nothing's left to say..
Just let the time doing it right.